music is my hot hot sex

top five songs of the moment:
[in no particular order]

1. here comes goodbye- rascal flatts
2. girls and boys in love- the rumble strips
3. my life would suck without you- kelly clarkson
4. ultraviolet- the stiff dylans
5. f*ck you- lily allen

the ala moana

so i'm living in the ala moana hotel until saturday when dad is done with his business trip.
its 4:00pm on monday.
i cannot explain the boredom.
ugh

surreal.

today i checked out of my hale, not gonna lie it kinda sucked.
these past few weeks have been so strange. it does not feel like im going home at all. mostly im in denial i think
i used to be so excited to go home for the summer but now i would much rather stay.
BUT, katie and i are going to new york city as soon as i get home and i cant wait! its going to be fabulous :]

its a sad day my friend.

well its that time again.
finals week.
except not real finals week because they cut it out and now we just take our finals in class and continue to attend classes until the very last day.
another difference from last semester's finals week:
this is not christmas break.
this is five months.
this is the last time i will see a good number of my closest friends.

needless to say, i'm a little bit of a mess. i didnt expect to be this sad, and in reality, i'm not excited to come home at all.
[except for new york with katie]

anyway, optimism!
i'll post pictures of the fun weekend i had and of my last days on campus soon